Angel Tomb

Angel Tomb

Angel on a tomb at Aguascalientes graveyard.

Cursed

Cursed

A desire that shouldn't have existed gave birth to it
The search for something that isn't shaped it
An image of lies surrounding reality

A hear that suffer for what will never be
A soul that happy learns to live that way
Eyes that with tenderness invite to enjoy pain.

To enjoy is like a punishment and crying is a pleasure
Two opposites in one, blessed and cursed at the same time.

Aguascalientes Cathedral

Aguascalientes Cathedral

I went to visit Aguascalientes.

The city cathedral is dedicated to the "Asuncion Virgin"

In fact the white and blue decorations on the photo are there since in august 15th is the celebration of the virgin.

Greetings
Jessica

By the end of the TVMex event

By the end of the TVMex event

This photo was taken near the end of the TVMex event, I decided to go with my messy hair, as always.

I was a bit doubtfull of the dress but I ended liking it.

The makeup, I did not like it, I wasn't even sure when I finished it (mostly due to bad lighting where I stayed-changed)

And by the time of the photo most of it had gone out due to dancing and the like.

But important thing is that I had a great time, was able to chat or just say hi to a couple of friends, and stay till the party ended.

Kisses
Jessica

TV Mex Party

TV Mex Party

On Friday August 1, i went to an event organized by TVMex, the chronicle made by the group here travestismexico.org/wordpress/?p=110

It was an event called "Reyna TVMex" where several girls were contestant like in a Miss Mexico Event.

I went there to see and to support a couple of friends that were participating.

Once the event ended there was party and dancing.

It was a fun night.

Now to wait till the Halloween event, lets see if I manage to get a bit thiner, enough to go with costume A.


Kisses
Jessica

Killer Fear

Killer Fear

If fear is named as one of our survival mechanism, then why are there people that die of fear????

Pins

Pins

Pointing to the sky

Tempting the devil

Tempting the devil

Tower of words

Tower of words

I remember when I was a kid there was this song

Original in spanish at the end

On the book you will find
the treasure of knowledge
that will belong to you
if you learn to read

For are letters the secret code
that to new world would let you go in

there is fat letters
another thin
long, big, small,
with curves
or straight

I love reading, and indeed books are keys to different worlds.


Kisses
Jessica


En los libros hallarás
el Tesoro del Saber
para ti todo será
si aprendes a leer

Pues son las letras, la clave secreta
que a mundos nuevos te dejan entrar

hay letras gordas
otras flaquitas
o alargaditas, grandotas, chiquitas
que tienen tres curvas
o son derechitas
tambien ......... ponerlas
unas con otras
parecen notas de una canción.

Digital Rainbow

Digital Rainbow

Cybernetic Potato chips

Cybernetic Potato chips

Electronics have become so common, that they are now even into our food.

Material for Nightmare

Material for Nightmare

Why do we have nightmares??

I don't remember my first nightmare, but I do remember of the first one the one that caused me the most scary feelings (and also a bit of happiness)
I was when I saw the movie "American Werewolf in London" when I was just a kid. The sight of the dead friend and the wolf transformation was just too much for my little mind that of course I had terrible nightmares that night.
But, I didn't learn from that, for that actually caused me to like horror movies. And of course several of them caused me a few more nightmares.

But, what are the ingredients to have a nightmare??.

- See horror movies, they don't work as good as before, but still there are a few lucky ones that put me in a not so easy to sleep state.
- Eat too much at dinner time, yes grandma was right eating too much do causes nightmares. Also that makes me fat.
- See a photo of Jessica, that surely causes nightmares.
- Swimming, and I love to swim, usually after swimming especially at the sea, the body kind of still has that sensation of water movement, even went laying at bed one feels like floating and it is nice, except for the couple of time that one has sea related nightmares.
- To have a discussion, guess those psychopaths will tell its because of the stress and loose feelings one has after arguing that the subconscious don't let you sleep happily.
- Having big fur toys, or chairs that look like monsters, or lamp that make funny shadows.

And for sure there are more ingredients to nightmare, but I can think of them now.

so what causes you nightmares???

Kisses
Jessica

20 Pesitos

20 Pesitos

Animal

Animal

Without Color

Without Color

Now I made another outfit withour colors.

The gray skirt, that i still don't know if it is a skirt.
Matched with the black blouse that shows cleavage.
Dotted stockings.
The black shoes with a little fur-lik thingy.
My hair all flat.
The make-up all basic, almost non-existent.

This weekend I stayed to do a bit of cleaning at the apartment and sort a few things.
Sunday the weather was too hot, that I decided to better stay all day at home.

I saw a movie called Paprika en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paprika_(2006_film)

Its about the world of dreams. Kind of
Humans invented a think called Minidigital,, that allows people to see other people's dreams
There is also a girl called Paprika, the side on the dream world of one of the scientist working with the dreams.
Then someone stole some of the equipment, and start to mess with peoples dreams, to the point when suddenly the dreams start to mix with reality.

The story is interesting but not a big thing.
But visually the movie is fantastic, especially the parts that happens in dreams, specially the parade with all the dolls, stuffed bears, walking electric appliances, and dreamy thing.

Also the character that is against the minidigital project raises an interesting question. Is it ok to enter and see other people's dreams????.

Kisses
Jessica

Orange Friday

Orange Friday

Its friday again, Another weekend starts, mmm, what crazy things would the girl do.

Enjoy the weekend.

Kisses
Jessica

Full Outfit

Full Outfit

The full outfit of the previous photo.

Blue Cleavage

Blue Cleavage

Thats my messy hair , my weird nose , my new blue blouse that shows cleaveage

At my friends house

At my friends house

Here at my friends house before we went dancing.

Thats the photo that best shows how I tried to style my hair, with a tail in the back, and with a bit of hair hanging on the face. Of course since I have no hairstyling skills, it just looks like a total disaster.

Greetings

Furry

Furry

So furry it is almost scary.