Outside during daylight

Just a little warning, maybe no need for it, since you probably know how I like to write about my adventures for long and long, cut into several pieces each long on its own.
And this won't be different. So be prepared to read, jejejeje. Now to my storytelling.

Saturday morning I jump in the car, driving around, the jungle to my right, the sea to my left, the road to Merida to the front. Just a little stop to go by Campeche to pick up my partner in dance Vannessa.
Arriving to Merida, oh the scary part, the city is full of military vehicles, soldiers, federal agents, police cars, and lots of security people. Apparently some president from some country was visiting the city.
Panic time??? Not really, I was already there, so just needed to be little more cautious and less nervous. The plan to have a nice and fun time girl mode was going to be, no matter what or who. Jejej, Me sounds so brave on that last sentence, but in reality I was a bit scared.
So after a little worry because of the rain in the cty, and getting something to eat, finding a hotel to stay, it was time for Jessica to appear and get all ready to go out.

On advice to my friend Fernanda, who was going to go out with me during the afternoon, I was to wear long skirt, light colors, a more natural "not so heavy" makeup, trying to look the more natural I could. So the option was the green-blue outfit.
First scary part, how to do my make-up light, not so flashy. I tried to go easy on tthe make-up base, use light color on lip and eyes, when finished I felt like it was not enough, that I needed more to hide myself, but left it as it was.
Then my friend arrived, a few test to see how I walked, how I sit, how I talk, to tell my friend Vanessa (who was not going) I was already going out, and there outside to real world, to walk among the humans.
And at a time where there was still sunlight (yesterdays pic), well sunlight didn't kill me, so a vampire I am not. Of course all nervous, I was there to be seen by the people of Merida, witouth the safe of darkness.
Then up to my friend car, a little rest, a little hidding, and going into a coffee place, to have a nice chat. First place, mm it was closed, surrounded by soldiers. So to a ddiferent one we went.

And there in the parking lot, the last moment of safety, it was time to go down the car, to walk into a new experience, to face the real people.
Would I be able to?? Or would I show up all shaking in nervousness, o even worst faint of panic.
Would I pass as a girl?? Would they notice something weird without knowing what it was ??? Or would the people realize the truth under that appereance???
And if they notice, what would be their reaction??? Would they laugh at me?? Would they deny us to go in??? would they say something?? would they just ignore the fact and treat me like another costumer???

All those doubt, should I really go down the car and face all those posibilities????

Bye for today

Kisses
Jessica, panic girl.

Night girl.

This weekend was a great weekend. I went out as Jessica, not one but two nights in a row. Wow.

But lets take the story back to the beginning.
So a girl I have talked for a long time over, but never met due to the where we both live being far away, was visiting the nearby city of Villahermosa.
She was going to return to her place, by saturday morning, so It was a good opportunity to meet FRiday night, and maybe go out.
So I said, ok let's try that, and took the road, friday afternoon after work time was over.

So I arrived there, get myself a place, and then went out around waiting for my friend to call. Suddenly the phone showed one message.
AS usual the scary part of meeting someone in live. The usual fears of what if she is not who I think, what if she has a hidden agenda, what if she is in it for something bad, what if..., well too many what ifs.
I went by her place,all nervous bu twith lot of caution, but as I could see, she was more nervous than me. We talked little bit, then head to my place, where we continue talking,
At some point when I felt like my nervous state was starting to go away, I told her, if it was ok, if we started changing to girl modes.

So the ritual of dressing up started. Then makeup, and finally I was semi-confident of the look I got on me.
My friend then came out dressed up as well, she tried a couple of outfits and wigs. I asked if she was ready for me to apply her make-up so the two of us girls went out.
She indeed show a bit of fear on me saying "outside as girls". She said she wanted the make-up but not sure she was going to be able to go out girl mode.
Since it was starting to go late, she went and changed back, deciding to go with me in the boy mode, and off we went.

I was nervous, had to pass through hotel reception as girl, and did notice that the 3 people that were over there indeed looked at me. Up to the car, and off to the dance place.
It was less crowded than previous time, we ordered something to drink (soda for me) and sit down, and we just chat and chat, talking about things about this magic of dressing, about things we like, about stories of ourselves.
Before I noticed they were turning the lights on, meaning they were about to close, didn't got a chance to dance then, since we spent all the time chatting, but it was great. It felt so great, to go out.

Time to go back, again the scary part of passingt through reception. Thats when my friend th picture I am showing.
My friend then dress up again, I did her makep, that was funny. Took a few pictures of her, a few pics of us both, none of myself :D.
Then being already becoming too late (or too early) time to change both back, and give her a ride to her place.

Finally back to my room, to get some sleep, after a great night out.

Kisses
Night Jessica