Last Jeans

I just liked this pose.

Enough for the jeans.

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Jessica

Standing Back

Standing Back

Oh, so thats how I looked from behind, spooky.



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Jessica

Jeans and Jeans

Jeans and Jeans

Well, here is one of the pics of the Jeans, standing.

Left one is the straight from the camera one.
Right one, is a modified image by a friend of mine, trying to make me look like a poster model, jejejje, well maybe if I had the waist like the modified picture. Until then, guess is the keep dreaming the exercise will make me thin.

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Jessica

Sit Jeans

Sit Jeans

I experimented with using jeans.

Coffee and Pie

Coffee and Pie

Where was I??? Oh yes, I was about to come down the car to go into a nice restaurant in Merida, all in doubt, fear and excitement. But I was there, it was my opportunity to do a more normal activity, and so I went out the car.
The walk to the restaurant, trying to pull myself together, It is nice to have the doors open for me. and there the first face to face to other people. The entry man at the restaurant, and a waiter standing there.
I saw them looking toward us (yes they have to see the new clients) I know they said something , but couldn't properly distinguish what. All I saw was the hand of one of them pointing towards the tables.
As we walked toward the designated table, we passed 2 tables with people, first one they didn't look, they were happy eating, next one indeed the man sit there took a look at us three.
Which side of the table to sit down?? should I sit on the one facing the door, where everyone entering would see my face, but I would be abel to see people enter?????, or should I chose the one giving my back, where only the very few who walked to the very last table would see me, but also I would not see much????. I decided to be able to see people ocme inside the place :D
My friend sit next to me, and the host left us there. I wanted to turn my face to see if he had any reaction once he left away, but that would have been so obvious, so I didn't.
Then came a boy, to leave the menu, for what I could notice, he barely looked at us. I looked through it, and find they served lemon pie, yumiii, me likes it. AS I was looking my friend asked me what I wanted. I think she probably wanted to tell the waiter the order for both of us.
I could have let that be the case, easier to pass if I didn't talk, but then I would be a mute girl. SO I asked my friend, "can I order myself???".
A waitress arrived then (a really cute girl) My friend ordered, and then it was time for me to talk. The girl looked towards me, and I, trying to lower my voice, started saying, "A lemon pie and a cofee", hoping my voice was not too hard (to sound so boyish), hoping my voice was not too low (that she couldn't hear me, and I had to talk again).
But she was able to hear me, as she repeated what we ordered. Then she left, with no reaction I could notice. Was I really passing??? Or was I so nervous that I couldn't notice???. Later she returned to leave what we ordered, being all nice.
My friend and I were talking, a really nice chat, and also a bit of an important one, about one part of Jessica and telling someone about.
Then a family (couple and a little boy) and the waitress were walking toward us, I was nervous, would they have a reaction to me?? but they just walk by next to us (the woman indeed look toward us) and sit in the table next to us (the one to my back).
That put me into a thought, either they didn't notice, or they didn't care, or they were too lazy to walk to a table far away from me.
The waitress returned later, with another girl, to let us know that her shift was over, that the new girl was now our waitress.
Then came time to go away, ask for the bill, my friend left me alone for a little moment, and then to go to the cashier to pay, and back outside. By then it was already night time.

So how that part of the adventure went, except from the beginning when I was too nervous, I enjoyed the rest of it.
Didn't notice any reaction of the few people that saw me, or talk to me.
And I had a really nice time talking to my friend. I really liked doing this.
Was it possible that I indeed passed as a girl??? or I waas just unaware of any reaction and so I didn't notice??? Or the people just didn't care,???
My friend later told me that she indeed looked to see if the waitress had any reaction once she left the table, and said she didn't saw any.

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Jessice

Is there more to this adventure, or did it end there????

Outside during daylight

Just a little warning, maybe no need for it, since you probably know how I like to write about my adventures for long and long, cut into several pieces each long on its own.
And this won't be different. So be prepared to read, jejejeje. Now to my storytelling.

Saturday morning I jump in the car, driving around, the jungle to my right, the sea to my left, the road to Merida to the front. Just a little stop to go by Campeche to pick up my partner in dance Vannessa.
Arriving to Merida, oh the scary part, the city is full of military vehicles, soldiers, federal agents, police cars, and lots of security people. Apparently some president from some country was visiting the city.
Panic time??? Not really, I was already there, so just needed to be little more cautious and less nervous. The plan to have a nice and fun time girl mode was going to be, no matter what or who. Jejej, Me sounds so brave on that last sentence, but in reality I was a bit scared.
So after a little worry because of the rain in the cty, and getting something to eat, finding a hotel to stay, it was time for Jessica to appear and get all ready to go out.

On advice to my friend Fernanda, who was going to go out with me during the afternoon, I was to wear long skirt, light colors, a more natural "not so heavy" makeup, trying to look the more natural I could. So the option was the green-blue outfit.
First scary part, how to do my make-up light, not so flashy. I tried to go easy on tthe make-up base, use light color on lip and eyes, when finished I felt like it was not enough, that I needed more to hide myself, but left it as it was.
Then my friend arrived, a few test to see how I walked, how I sit, how I talk, to tell my friend Vanessa (who was not going) I was already going out, and there outside to real world, to walk among the humans.
And at a time where there was still sunlight (yesterdays pic), well sunlight didn't kill me, so a vampire I am not. Of course all nervous, I was there to be seen by the people of Merida, witouth the safe of darkness.
Then up to my friend car, a little rest, a little hidding, and going into a coffee place, to have a nice chat. First place, mm it was closed, surrounded by soldiers. So to a ddiferent one we went.

And there in the parking lot, the last moment of safety, it was time to go down the car, to walk into a new experience, to face the real people.
Would I be able to?? Or would I show up all shaking in nervousness, o even worst faint of panic.
Would I pass as a girl?? Would they notice something weird without knowing what it was ??? Or would the people realize the truth under that appereance???
And if they notice, what would be their reaction??? Would they laugh at me?? Would they deny us to go in??? would they say something?? would they just ignore the fact and treat me like another costumer???

All those doubt, should I really go down the car and face all those posibilities????

Bye for today

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Jessica, panic girl.

Near Truck

Me outside near a big truck, Hoping being near a big thing makes me look smaller.

Saturday Crazyness

Ok, so this weekend I stayed on the island, for what seemed to be a probably boring weekend. And this is what being with not much to do can cause.
Well there I was Saturday afternoon, doing not much, just there when a messenger window poped out.
A girl I have spoke on messenger before, said to me, that a friend of hers was here, in the same island I live. That she wanted to go out.
I said, ok, lets talk, but was not really convinced about the "meeting a complete stranger", but not having much to do, I entered the conversation.
This girl apparently just wanted to go out as girl, and me being very cautious about explaining the whats, hows, whens. I decided to break some of my rules about how Jessica meets real life people, and take a risk.
At the end it was worth taking the risk, this girl I met indeed seems to be a nice person, very calm.
Since here there is no place I can go dance easily, we just went outside driving around town, just two girls, in a car driving arond the city.
Then went by the little park, yes the same one I been in before on my own. This time I was less nervous, not being alone there.
We sat ther for a little while, just talking, enjoying the light breeze.
So at the end, it turned out to be that me staying here in the island this weekend was actually a good lucky thing.

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Risky Jessica

Two nights in a row.

As I told in the last picture, I went out Friday night.
Well Saturday I was going around town, just enjoying abit in boy mode. Messaged my friend Mariela to see if it was posible to meet with her.
Then I received a Message, but it was from my other friend, couldn't get her plane, was flying back till Sunday.
I left a bit time pass to see if my other friend said something, she as going out with her girlfriend, so more probably not meeting.
And so the plans for a second night out started to be created.

So fast forward, to the night, ther we are, and my friend say she wants to go as girl too. yipii, girls night out.
The usual you know , the dressing, make-pup, prep, and all. A quick picture befor going out.
I was nervous again, even after going out and back last night, I was scared of doing it again. Even after hotel people said nothing.
But I couldn't be scared, I was suppossed to be the brave one, to support my friend on her first night out as girl.
There we go, out, and ready to a nice dance night.

She was indeed nervous when we arrived to the dance place, I told her to sit down, I was afraid she might felt down.
Then after a while, I asked if it was ok we went dancing a bit. and it was dancing night for most of the night.
I had a great night dancing, I feel like I really needed it.
Yes there was this guy who went by us couple of times to dance with any of us, had to sent him away, and do it in bad voice last time.
But except from that, a great time, I was able to enjoy the night.

I hope my friend enjoyed it and had a great time too, but I know being all that nervous can be a big thing, and you forget to enjoy.

Me I just had a super weekend, two nights out as girl, was amazing.
Mmm, looks like I like showing a bit of extra legs, perhaps need to buy longer skirts.

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Dancing Jessica

Blue Green Girl

Seems like Jessica is back.
And also is the lighter brown hair.
Spooky.

Trying to decide which bag to use, green one or blue one.
I guess it won't matter much, since the shoes don't match the outfit.

Again I am writting nonsenses.

Maybe is the brain refusing to work on saturday.

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Jessica