Carnival party ended

Carnival weekend is over, was really fun.
Now everyone is back to work, back to normal lives
And here I can think I got an advantage, yes, every weekend I can have my private carnival, Getting all dressed up, having all the fun involved with it. Of course I can't parade, but what, isn't that actually what I am doing by sharing my pics over the Internet, and to the whole world.

Well just a crazy thought

Dressing this Weekend

Since early in the morning, town gets completely deserted (Guess everyone is having a big hangover) that gave me a few hours to dress up.
Truth be tell, I started with the makeup, then thought, Its just gonna be a few hours, before I got to go out. And saw one of the carnival mask bought the day before, so I decided, lets just makeup the visible areas, and use the Carnival mask.

I have wanted a red top, for a long time, and a few weeks ago via Internet finally found one that looked like I could wear. It arrived last week. And the good blakc tabbed skirt, found on previous pictures.

Took like 200 pics, only like 25 made the first cut.
Here is the first one I decided to share.
More coming during the week

Kisses
Jessica

Reporting from the Carnival

So Carnival continues here, Me having Fun (In boy mode, of course)
That outfit looks cool, Me thinking, maybe on getting some Canival style outfit.
Would I look good, or simply funny

Have Fun
Jessica

Going to sleep

Well its time for this little girl to go to sleep after having so much fun.
Hope I rest right, so tomorrow I can be pretty enough for some girly shots and more fun

Carnival Arrives to Town

Carnival is on town this weekend, this guy dressed as a girl, seemed more about making fun, but Jessica is wondering, Maybe next year, could be fun to be in, maybe too much pain all that long walk, specially on Heels, and with the high temperatures. Well I have a full year to think about.

For the foot Fetish Fans

So according to flickr the most favorited pics, and also between the top views, are my painted toe pics.

So for all my toe and foot fetish fans
Im posting some at flickr

Looking forward this weekend

So Thank God is Friday
Weekend is coming, and looks like is going to be fun
Surelly I will have time to dress up, and I got a new top, I want to show up.
So wait for new pics next week

Kisses
Jessica

Another Olmecan Pic

So here is another Olmecan Pic, this one looks cool, the funny character looks like coming out of a cave.

I'm not sure (I never was good on history lesson) but I would like to think it was some kind of sacrifice altar.

Hope you like it.

My first skirt

After that summer time, the opportunities to dress were very rare.
But something that never crossed my mind was about to happen. During a family trip, we visited a handicraft store, they were selling a nice wood trunk, with a lock, and a hidden compartment. I bought it mainly since it looked really cool. Unfortunately I have no pic, and my parents throw it away, it got infested with termites.
Well, months after buying it, my family went through the old stuff cleaning (every several months, we would go on giving away toys, clothes and stuff we no longer used). Well that time I saw that my sister was putting one of her skirts on the giveaway box, a skirt that actually fitted me, and later that day an opportunity I have never thought off appeared, I was left alone in the house for a little time with the boxes with the stuff ready, but still not closed. I raced to the box with clothes, and quickly looked for the skirt, Silly me I only took that item, when easily I could have taken more, but in such a hurry I didn’t occurred to me. And then as quickly hide it in the trunk. My family returned, later closed the boxes and took them to charity.
That night I couldn’t think of anything else, than what was lying at the bottom of the trunk, I had a skirt, that in a way I could say it was my own. My first piece of girly clothing.
Unfortunately, there were not too many opportunities to wear it, I still needed to be home alone, and on those occasions I would try to go for the whole outfit. It helped since was one less piece of clothing to be careful about returning to a specific place and position.
I risk a few times, taking it with me to the bathroom hidden under a towel or coat, and a few times I stayed awaked until I was sure everyone was sleeping on put it on (but that was not as exciting since I had to do it in the dark). Soon it just stayed there, hidden at the bottom of the trunk. In a way that felt bad.
Then one night I risked it too much, as usual I stayed awake as long as possible, and being sure everyone was fully asleep, I put the skirt on, and just sit on my bed in the dark, at some point I just went to sleep. Next morning I awake, and as I was stretching out, still in bed I noticed something different, Oh my god, I still had the skirt on, and there were noises coming from the kitchen, what if my parents just passed by my bedroom and saw it. I took it out and hide it as quick as possible, then went over to say good morning, that was one of my most terrifying morning, not knowing was a terrible feeling, fortunately they didn’t saw anything, so that time I was safe.
No matter what I would always remember my first skirt. And probably you are asking, how was the skirt like, it was a just below the knee, blue tabbed skirt, with buttons by the side.

Zombie Funny Flick

So yesterday I left job kind of mentally tired, so I needed something to cheer me up, so I put on one of my fav zombie movies, Return of the Living Dead II

For more info go to imdb

This movie is part of a movie series, that is a comedy version of the Romero Living Dead movies.
Don't expect to scare of have tension moments, but mainly to have one of the best laughs ever.
And of course being a zombie movie, has lots of zombies, blood, body parts going out of corpses, and all the fun of a walking dead, crying to eat your brain.

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So this movie start when a few kids discover a military barrel, that contains a zombie, and realease the gas that will bring back as zombie all the dead people in their town. The military somehow find out and evacuae the town, except for the kid, people in his house (sister, a guy) and some grave thiefs, and a doc. Soon all of them find out trying to survive and destroy the zombies, since the militar had closed the town, all the time being chased by Brain eating zombies, and some characters are slowly turning into zombies (even if they never died).

This movie is all about laughing, the zombies walk extremely funny, they are completely silly (probably the reason why they wanted to eat brains, maybe theirs were decomp enough from all that time being dead), plus the characters are completely funny, especially the ones turnng into zombies.

All the movie is a laugh ride, only thing I didn't like is how they killed the zombies, (I think mainly because I didn't want them to kill the zombies at all), but as a whole this sure is a funny horror movie.

Close Up

When In a close up, more details come to light.
But it's details what makes the difference, its the subtle details that make something unique, and if the details are right, desireable.

And to me crossdressing, its also details what makes it such a unique experience.
From the choose of my name, the selection of clothing, and the history behinf some of those items.
The attention to detail while dressing, checking that everything looks as adequate, as feminine as my brain tells me. The attention while putting on make-up.

But is also the details that kept me from showing myself up to the world, what if the makeup didn't cover that secific facial feature that makes me so recognisable, what if the details in my dressing show me as just a boy in a dress.

Just by thinking that, everytime a check through the pictures I have taken, I hesitate several times before deciding to post one of them. And with close-ups a thousand times more.

Or maybe I am just becoming paranoic.

Profile at URNotAlone

So, time ago I found URNotalone.com, and since then Thought of it as the main link site, for TGirls.

This weekend I got the mail, that my profile was approved

http://profiles.urnotalone.com/61798

May seem like no big deal, but I think it is cool

This Weekend

Hello

Well this weekend been fun
Altough I had to come to work on morning, a few funny stuff happened, so no suffering for it.
Oh I got a new techie toy.

Then saturday afternoon, I got a free time for dressing as Jessica.
So I used once more the green top, this time with a marine blue skirt.

I think I am getting more practice on this makeup, so this is good.
Well I found this to be the best picture, or so I think.

Unfortunately, Time passed, and I already got a previous arrangement to go to the movies, too bad I couldn't go as Jessica, so back to boy mode.
I saw Aeon Flux, when the cartoons where on MTV I loved that series.
My friend was angry, since they didn't recreate the wardrobe, but for me it was Ok, I mean, yes as a teenager one of the things that caught my attention were the tiny clothing, but wath kept me seeing the series was the story.
Here they put a half interesting story, with a few holes on continuity, but as a hole, it was a funny flick.

So, hope you had fun during your weekend.

Kisses Jessica

Olmeca Head

In Tabasco once there a prehispanic culture called The Olmecas, they are famous for building Big stone heads, as tall as 3 meters. Well this one is from a park-museum called La Venta. Its really impressive, Too bad there is no photo with me Jessica standing asside, so you get an idea of how big this things are. But beleive thay are huge and extremely cool.

The Black Dress Series

As requested, here is the full set of photos with the Black Dress, yes they are a little small, but all of them are there.

Happy Valentines

Hi

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone
I really wish you all have a very happy day today, full of friendship, love, fun and happiness.
A big hug and kiss to all of you

On the month and a half, I started the blogs, I have seen other people blogs, receive messages, and go into messenger chatting, I have met some people rally wonderfull, which I hope with time might become friends.
For all of them an extra kiss.

Thanks
Jessica

Brand new top

Well , last weekend, I got a few new clothes, among them this lime green top. Here are the three photos I thought looked ok, Well or so I think.

Heel Shoes

Really not much of a story to tell, this are just my heel shoes. MMM , I think I maght need a new pair, with a higher heel, mmm, or perhaps some sandals, better yets, a nice pair of boots.

Oh, no, This girl is always thinking about buying stuff, quicly hide the money, before she lefts us without food.

Scented enviroment

No, Jessica hasn't join some strange cult, neither she wasn't practicing some sacrifice ritual for the gods of old, simply I wanted to show you all the candles, grouped together and lit, why, I just like the way my place smells with them, specially the vanilla one.

Usually I just lit one at a time, but together they make a more impressive picture, don't they look pretty.

During a summer weekday

Well, the posts from the past and nostalgia are back, so I'm going to bore you again with my stories from before.

Anyway, as I have already told you before, the opportunities to dress up girly were very rare, but that fantastic weekend was still on my mind. So one summer, during the two months vacation the whole family was going to be in a different city, dad's job, nothing out of the ordinary. Well was during that time that another golden opportunitty arrived.

So there we were, happy, enyojing, when my arents get a call, that some receipt or something had arrived on the mail, and they nedded to pay it, before some date, but it needed to be paid at home town. Problem was none of my parents could make the trip, so me being the older one, was choose I was going to travel back to take care of it. Pretty simple, you go, you pay, you check the house, you came back, that included being alone for a while at home. At start I didn't want to go, I was having a great time there, and during the talk it never ocurred to me that it was an opportunity to be a girl once more.

Travel day arrived, it was when I got on the bus that I realized what was waiting for me at home, time alone, acces to two female wardrobe, cool. Well I arrived home, late afternoon, so I spent all that time, going through the clothes on both closets, to see what was left, what could I wear, was like going shopping, trying on clothes, color combinations, practically all evening went by on selecting the outfit for the next day. SO I went to my room, taking the clothes for next day wih me, and to sleep, next day I needed to wake up early.

Weel, next day, go doing payment, all bored, so finally I arrived home, I took a quick bath, put moisturizer cream all over my body, Wow my skin felt so soft, the wonders of being so young, I went into my room, put on a set on lingerie, in a light purple tone, really beutifull, then a lime green skirt, that was about knee lenght, and a black blouse. Finally a pair of low heels in black, I think I looked quite pretty.

So I spent the whole afternoon, dressed like that watching movies, reading, even later at night when my parents called to check If everuthing went ok with the paymet, I answered the phone dressed as a girl, in my mind as if I was their daughter, It was a great evening, I was having such a great time, that I reamin dressed like that until around midnight. I took the clothes out, and put on a pink camisole, to sleep. Next day I went back to boy mode, take everything back to its place, and travel back to my parents.

It was such an amazing, so like the previous weekend, that on the bus back, I promised myself, I would try my best for the opportunity to do it again in the future.

And to end this post, I put this photo, nothing to do witht the story, but , ah, whats the point of explaining it, I just wanted to put the photo.

Horror Movie: An American werewolf in London

An american Werewolf in London.

AS told on previous entry, I stayed to see a horror movie, while dressed in that black dress, that day, the selection was "An american Werewolf in London"

For more info you can check on IMDB

If you haven't seen it yet, stop reading right now, and go get it, even as old as it is, it is a really good werewolf movie.

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Well, the movie is about a pair of american boys, backpack traveling in England, They got to a tabern, were local people scared them, so they go out and are attacked by a werewolf, one dies, the other survives to a hospital in London, there he falls in love with the nurse, and goes to live with her, not knowing of the curse, until his dead friend stars appearing to him, asking him to kill himself and avoid a bigger tragedy, , well we ignres it, and turns into a Werewolf, and creates chaos and death in London before getting killed.

Well, I really liked this movie, since the beginning, the English lanscape so creepy and foggy, the tabern is called "The Slaughtered Lamb" what a cool name, and the townspeople all evil against extrangers. The first attackac really gives you an adrenaline rush, the tender love history (Yea I know all ahrinks will tell, is a classic example of some psicobable case).

The werewolf transformation, is so cool, really good for the time the movie was filmed, I ciertanlly prefers this kind of FX, than Computer Gen, digital stuff that all look so false, plus in this one you can actually see how the character suffers as he is transforming. Finally the chase of the werewolf over London, its really funny.

So to summarize, just go rent it, and see it again, it really is a good werewolf flick

Coming back

Wow, it sure was a long weekend, since here we didn't had to go to work last monday, so I hit the road on a little tourist trip, as soon sa I can download the photos from the camera and decide which ones to post here, I'll share, but you can be sure, that I wlaked a lot, as of today my legs still hurts, and I came back more tired than ever.

Well, since the black dress , I havn't got a chance to dress up properly, so even if it is still midweek, I can't wait for saturday to arrive, so I can have a well deserved rest, dress up, and take some nice pictures (I hope), plus the opportunity to use some new stuff I bougt during my trip, mmm, this girl is becoming addicted to shopping (bad, bad, really bad)

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Bye, and Kisses
Jessica

All dressed up, and nowhere to go

Well, after trying to be patient for as long as possible, I finally gave up, and put on the black dress, and of course I went through all the dressing procedure, make up and all, even though I know I am not capable enough on it to take a clear photo shoot with my face showing.

Anyway, I showered, depilated my legs, put cream moisturizer and perfume, and put on my black lingerie. Then the new black dress, I looked at the mirror, and though, I looke good enough even if I need a little less waist and more boobs, but I can live with that image.

Then throw an old shirt while aplying make-up, of course I had to try like 4 time before I was convinced that it was the best I could do at the moment without fustrating myself any more. And finally did my hair.

I walked in the mirror, with my eyes semiclosed, and from far away, I think I my get to look as a girl. Well I was all dressed up, but nowhere to go, so I just stayed home to see a movie. A really nice horror movie, one of my favorite, I'll comment on that later

Well, here are a pair of photos, what do you think??