A brand new dress

Hi,

Well I went Shopping, and got this lovely black dress. Wow it was difficult to buy this one, a store downtown, lots fo people going by on the outside, and a few girls shopping inside.

I tooked a deep breath, and walk in as nervous inside as if I was facing the end of the world, but trying to look calm on the outside. At a start it was kind of hard, like half of the people inside turn their heads to see who entered, well that is a normal behaivor no matter who enters, so at that point there was no going out, without making them wonder "What??", so I went directly to the counter to ask help for a sales lady, trying with my most calm and firm voice to ask about the black dress on display.

Well, she went to see which model, and started very nicely to tell me the price, size, materials, all about it. And finally asked me if I wanted to buy it for my girlfriend. Wow, that was so easy. So I answered poletely, made payment, and everything went as smooth as one could hope.

So what do you think about it??

Where does Jessicas Soul comes from, according to quizilla

Took this test, to see where my soul came from, apparently I came from the night, so I'm a nocturnal girl , a Vampire perhaps. But it also says something that I came from the stars and planets, MMMM, I don't like how that sounds, I'm no ET.


You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
brought to you by Quizilla

The first Face Pic

Should I dare?? Do I really want the world to see my face?? Is the world ready to see Jessica???

Well, at the end I made a half-half compromise, I am posting the face shot, but hoping it doesn't reveal much

I'm going to treat myself to a cheese party

Well, since I have been a good girl, I will award myself with a nice cheese plate and wine.

Finally Friday

Finally Friday arrives and the expectation for the weekend to start, just grows bigger, the feeling of finally going out of work, to go home and spent as much time being Jessica during the weekend. Bad thing, is now the minutes eem to be as long as hours, while waiting to finally go home.

Also, unfortunately, I (as Jessica) am grounded, can't go out, hopefully one day I can go out being Jessica

In the meantime I will have to make it by taking like 1000 photos (I think I have overreacted), that by the end only 5 or 6 might pass quality control, and 1 or 2 get to see the world into the Internet.

So check back, to see what surprising photo I'll post.


Kisses
Jessica

A Pyramid

Near where I live there is an archeological site, from the Mayan culture.

I wanted you to share this photo with you

Kisses
Jessica

ProfilePic 

Today I have bloggers Block

So I will only post this picture, and you will have to imagine the story behind it.

Was I going to bed dressed like that, was there a vanilla ice cream witing for me at the end of the bed, Is the other half of the picture me kissing a kitty.

where was it taken, at my home, or maybe in a hourly rate hotel, or perhaps at a matress store.

Why was the light so down, maybe it was taken at dawn, or was I trying to seduce a person not in the photo.

Well If you happen to imagine a nice story for this photo, why not put it on a Comment, perhaps your photo line, can be the one.

Zombie Jessica

Today’s post is going to be on something different, but is something I like, Its HORROR MOVIES, and I intend to put several post of what horror movies I like

I’ll start with
George Romero’s Night of the Living Dead



see the Technical Note at IMDB

If you haven’t seen it, go rent it and see it before I start telling you about it, believe me when I say it, "THIS IS THE BEST ZOMBIE MOVIE EVER"


Once warned

The plot starts with Barbara and his brother gong to a cemetery, when suddenly they are attacked by dead people, to survive Barbara runs into a farm house, where Ben saves her from inside zombies, during the day more living people arrive to the house, apparently this zombie thing is everywhere. While trying to defend themselves from the zombies outside, all the people inside the house start a fight for control and power, which along with the zombies will kill them all
Now, why is this movie so great, first it was shoot in Black and White, with add extra tension and realism to the scenes, The action starts from the first minute on to the last one, zombies all the time, the characters are in danger all time.
Second, it has a great amount of psychological-sociological background, the control struggle, the shock, and the survival instinct. I mean, they could have take all the zombie stuff out, and still you would have a great drama, add lots of zombies, and is HEAVEN
Plus the ending, wow, I couldn’t seen it coming to that (By the way, there was a later remake, with a different finale, which I talk about in other post)
Finally, the Zombies, I mean, they start all over, and even slow and stupid as they seem, are an extremely effective killing species. They just keep coming at you, no matter what, and they look so terrifying yet so human.


Death Kisses
Zombie Jessica

Lips

A photo of my lips

A girly Weekend

The opportunities to dress girly were really rare, almost all time there was someone at home, and when everyone was out most of the time was for very little time, and what I wanted to repeat was something like that opportunity to dress fully, in my room with certain freedom and calm, not just a rush dressing.

Well, the opportunnity took long to be, but then one weekend my parents ahd planned a trip, and were taking us all, but days before, I receive a note from school saying I had to go to a school activity that Saturday, and it was mandatory, and they couldn't start travel after it finished, so I told them it was ok for me to stay alone in the house the weekend, There was a schoolmate living near that could give me a ride, and after promissed to not go out they decided to give it a try. That night I was dreamy, finally an opportunnity to dress completely, with freedom of time had arrived.

Saturday arrived, I went to the school, and back, wait for my parents call, and as soon I run to my mother and sister rooms, Still I hadn't decide what to wear, but there were two closets full of girl clothes (well not all clothes fit me, or I liked) but I spent around 1 hour taking things out and deciding what should I wear

Finally I made my decision, for saturday I would use a blue tabbed skirt from my sister, A sky clear blue blouse with tiny flowers on the neck, natural pantyhose, black low shoes and a black panty. For that night sleeping I would use one of my moms black silk camisole. And for Sunday I would dress up, a red fancy dress from my mom, with black pantyhose and red high heels shoes, and finnaly I addes a red set of underwear.

I took all clothes to my room, hanged in my closet, then took the ones for saturday and put them in my bed, and went to shower, finishing with a touch of my moms perfume. While starting to put the panties on and felt how they were thight I felt great, then the blouse with that soft and delicate touch,then pantyhose fitting on my legs, and the touch, the feeling of my hands on them as incredible, I must have spent at least 15 minutes passing my hands over my legs. Then the skirt and how it hugged my waist, and the shoes. Finally I was dressed as a girl, I felt great, I spent all the afternoon, watching television, doing homework, playing nintendo, all the time dressed, It was like if I were just any other regular girl, spending time one afternoon at home.
Once night arrived I undressed, and hang everything back to my closet, and put on the bck silk camisole, WOOOW, I had never felt any clothes like that, the feel of the fabric, so exquisit, that it took me a long time to fall sleep. Next day, when I woke up, dressed like that, knowing that I have slept completely dressed as a girl, felt incredible (I don't remember what dreams I had that night, but I like to think where the most femmenine dreams possible) I tooked breakfast like that (being extremlly carefull not to ruin anything)
The it was time for a shower, for a moment was weird, I entered as a girl, momentarily was a boy back, and the a girl once more, wearing red underwear, with a bra. I put then the black pantyhose and not only they felt as great as other, it was interesting how my legs looked in a different color. Then the fancy dress, very elegant, but a little like too old for me. But the best was yet to come, the high heeled shoes(and they weren't too high), Wow just standing there I could feel how my legs were thight by the effort to keep myself standing up, at a start was really difficult to walk on them (I thought at first, it would be like when you walk on your toes when sneaking around, I was completely wrong) and several time I was near to falling down, but finally I managed t get it, and It was incredible, the pressure on my calfs at walking, and how the dress skirt move along at the rythm of me walking, it was extasis.

I spent part of the morning dressed like that, until the time arrived when I had to return everything back were it belong, It was so sad, to take it out of my closet, when I felt that they belonged to me.
Anyway, the memories of that weekend were great, and would stay with me forever.
Kisses Jessica

The foto has nothing to do with the story but I felt like posting one

Completely on female clothes

So after that experience with that skirt started to fade away, I suddenly found myself alone at home, and sure nobody will be coming back for at least 3 or 4 hours, I decided to give a new try on wearing girls clothes.
I rushed to my sister bedroom, and take out her biggest skirt, then on to my mom to get a blouse and shoes, then to my room.
There I change into those girly clothes, and stared on the mirror for a few seconds, before realizing the skirt looked funny, it was my male underwear making it look so out of shape, I quickly took them off, but I just couldn't get my bottom hanging around on the air, so I went and get a pair of pink cotton panties from my sisters, and suddenly there I was in front of the mirror, completely dressed in female clothing, all along, and I kinda looked like a girl with short hair, not too pretty, but lightly femenine, or so I thought. Wow the exciment was incredible, My heart was racing like if there was no tomorrow, my brain full of the extasis of seeing that fantasy image coming back from the mirror, and realizing it was actuallly me.
I went to the living room, to watch some television, tryied to read, but the exciment of being dressed didn't allowed me to concentrate on anything, so I spent the next hour, just walking around my bedroom, looking myself at the mirror, before time went by, and I had to change back, int my male attire.
Sad, boring, was all that was in my mind once I was back on being a boy, all the exciment, went away.

Why, oh why couldn't I dress like that every day.

Trying to create cleavage

Here is a photo I took, of one time i tried to create a little cleaveage.

It kind of look like there is a hint of a bust line.

What do you think




Jessica

Practice on Makeup

Well this weekend I was suppose to go out on travel, at the end, I had to cancel, and stay home the weekend, and since Sunday there was not much to do, Idecided to give a try on improving my makeup skills, that today are null.

I used a small tutorial I found on the web, Warning is in spanish

http://www.enplenitud.com/CambioUsuario.asp?vaa=/cursos/maquillaje_2.asp?

and you need to register but is free

On this try It looked a little better, than last time in which I looked like a clown, but still no femininie look, I just hope with time and practice I became better on it
If you know of any webpage I can see a picture totorial on makeup, I will thank you so much, If you can send me the link

In the meantime, here is a photo of the outfit I used, and you can see I painted all my nails in a sexy red tone





Kisses

Jessica

Cannon Photo

Greetings,

This is a photo of an old spanish cannon, that is on one of the Fort, here in Campeche, used in the past to defend against pirates

Hope you like the photo



Kisses
Jessica

Modeling my Red Lingerie

Well, it might be a little rude, that one of my first photos, is posing only in lingerie, but what can a girl do?

Anyway, I promised, I was going to post that photo anyway, and a good girl always keeps her promises, So yesterday, i put on the red lingerie I was wearing on new years eve, and model it for my camera. And here is the photo I think looks the best



And it will also be useful by the end of the year when I will try t take the same photo again, and see if the diet and exercise was good for my shape.

Kisses

Jessica

Painted Nails

As part of the beuty female ritual, is painting our nails

For my hands y use paste on nails only during weekends, but my feet nails, can be painted almost all time, as long as I don't go to someplace I can wear shoes, like the beach.

Anyway, the point is I am now used to wear my feet nails painted almost all time

If you want to see how they look, I am posting a picture

Another test

Just made another test, about what teen movie character I was

10 question too obvios, too much biased (either dumb cheerleder, rebel punk, nerd or beauty queen) It was really hard to try to select the one closest to any of my real choices

Well the result is
Im the bitch prom queen.
To into being beauty, that I look down to others.
No, I don't think so, actually I am pretty much into understanding people no matter their looks, and being polite, but, maybe just the option answers were to stupid or extremely biased.

anyway.

If you want to do it go here

What is your teen movie character test

And here is the result

You are... the bitchy Prom Queen
	Well pardon us for breathing! You are beautiful and don't you know it! And you're determined to make sure everyone else knows it too, and thanks you for allowing them to share in your beauty, grace, style and the rarified air that you breathe. Let's just hope that daddy doesn't leave all his money to someone else and you have to (whisper it) get a job! The very thought!

Photo of Downtown

Wanted to share this photo qith you.

Is from Downtown Campeche

This weekend dressing

So this weekend supossed to be , the first time of the year to become Jessica, well, lets just say, time being Jessica, came in realle short, First I got to work Saturday morning, and already got plans for Saturday night, which left me with only a few hours on the afternoon, I quickly dressed, but didnt got a chance to take photos, "no big thing" I thought, since tomorrow I have the full day, but to my surprise I received a Phone call before noon, the guy were coming to see the NFL postseason games, so get back into boy mode, and Jessica's weekend, just vanished.

This is a photo a took before, bue is the same outfit I wore on Saturday.



Kisses
Jessica

A second time

So a few months passed, and I completely forgot the previous experience, then one Day my mother and sister returned from shopping, and I was there while they were taking the new clothes and puting on hangers, when I saw One skirt, that completely got my attention, It was a knee length skirt, with a lot of colors and shapes, purplr, blue, yelow, lime green, I looked so great, My thought then was, why can boy clothes have so much colors, so much fun.

Days went by, when one day I went to to shower, and knowing that the day before my sister had left the skirt there I looked for it on the laundry basket, I found it, and wow not only I looked so great, so colorfull, it also felt incredible, the fabric was soft and at the same time strong. I then hold it against my chest, trying to imagine how a sweater or a t-shirt would look on those colors, but my mind could put an image to that, what my mind was saying was "This is wrong, the right thing to do is wear it as what it is, a skirt", and once again I followed my thoughts and put the skirt on, this one fit almost right, and looked and felt so good, that I was there looking myself in the mirror for a few minutes, before realizing, that it might be too much time I quicly took it off and run to take my shower.

That night I could only dream of wearing that skirt.

One Photo

So I though it would be good to post one photo

How it all begun

I remember I was around 10 years old, used to go to an only boys catholic school, my sister a few years younger went to a near by all girls school, run by nuns, To go home I went to wait her at her chool, to walk together to where our parents would pick us up. In one of those days, there was one girl, that showed up, and get my full attention, but instead of concentrate on the girl, it appeared to concentrate from the waist down, on the skirt and legs.

I became extremely aware of how the skirt went thight on her waist, and gently slid down on her figure, How the skirt somehow seemed to allow a lot of freedom on walking and running, while it moved in an armonical way. How it felt on her knees while showing her legs, Whithout notice suddenly all my attention went from the girl to what she was wearing. Days went by and suddenly I had forgot it completely

By tht time we lived in a small house, with onle one bathroom with shower, so we had to share, inside the bathroom was the laundry basket, before it was only an object to me, but one day while going for a shower, while tossing my clothes, I noticed the garment on top was my sisters school uniform skirt, and the memory of that girl returned. But not the complete memory, as I seeed to remember more how the skirt moved around the girls legs more than the girl herself.

At that moment I took the skirt on my hand, and pressed between my arms, with my eyes closed trying to better remember that memory, and while trying to do it, a voice in my head started to say, try it on, try it on, and for some reason I can explain I decided to give it a try.

I slowly slid my legs through the skirt, and lift it to my wast, with efforts I managed to button it up, but the zipper couldn't go up, it was a bit too small for me. While watching myself in the mirror it sure looked weird and funny, but at no time it felt as I was doing something wrong, so I stayed there watching myself in the mirror for a minute or two, before remember I had to take a shower, quicly i toss the skirt on the laundry basket, I showered.

When I went out, I had completely forgotten what I had done, and so it went for a while.

The skirt on the photo is similar to that I tried.



Kisses

Jessica

I'm sad

Today Family went back home,
So back to routine life.

I'm sad, it really made my day to arrive home to all the noise, and mess that was having family at home.

Kisses to my family

From their unkown daughter

Jessica

Jessica's Wardrobe

Since one of my New Years resolutions include to build a bigger girl wardrobe, I first need to make an Inventory of what I have as of today.

- One Denim Skirt (mid thight length, and my favorite item so far)
- One Black Skirt
- One Brown Mini Skirt (sporty style)
- One Pink dress pajamas
- One Stripped dress Pajamas
- One black Top
- One Pink Blouse
- One pink oufit (skirt and top, pretty cute, altough to childish for me)
- One Blue lingerie set (bra and panty)
- One red lingerie set (from new years)
- One pink underwear set ( girl boxer and top)
- One blue bikini panty
- A pair of black shoes, with a 2" heels
- One wig

Thats all.

One more test

The T*Test - You scored: 4939

A princess amongst us. Your aloof manner belies your council-estate upbringing, but you've risen above the gloom to fly like a butterfly. Never one to complain when two will do, you flit around with a glass of champagne in your hand, paying homage to your subjects. You attempt perfection and achieve adequacy, but a very handsome adequacy it is.

A personality to die for, a colour-scheme to dye for, a Welshman to Di for, the world is your cockle.

Our advice: Take a cold shower to a jumble sale and walk slowly so as to avoid Leicestershire.






You can make the test at Vicky's Vault

New years party Lingerie

At mi country is a belief that if you wear red underwear during New Years party, love will come, so this year I decided to give Jessica a try on it.

Here is my Christmas gift, that I was able to wear this new years party (sadly under the boy costume)


As soon as I get a chance to model it I'll post a photo.

Kisses

Jessica

Jessica 2006 Commitments

1.- Keep building the girl wardrobe
2.- Loose 15 pounds
3.- Not get a haircut
4.- Talk to someone about Jessica
5.- Pierce ears
6.- Keep this blog
7.- Going out at least one time
8.- Get a professional makeup and a photo shoot

Happy New Year 2006

To all Happy New Year

Kisses

Jessica