At the stairs

At the stairs

Photo taken at the end of the adventure, on the stairs.

To give a brief report of the adventure.
Around 7 afternoon I arrived to my friend house in Villahermosa, to chat a little bit, then dress up, makeup, the whole show.
About what I think was 9, both of us ready, time to go out, but it was still to early to the dance place.

So my friend suggested to go to the movies to make time.
The movies, a new place to go as Jessica, another of those places with people, nervousness, but I had to take the ooportunity to go.
So Jessica ended going to the movies, saw the movie "I am legend", actually the movie is a bit boring.
Looks like everything went ok with the time at the movies, didn't noticed any weird looks.

Little by little Jessica is managing to do more things, and go more places, than just dancing at the club.


Kisses
Jessica

Ostrich

Ostrich

Is it really an ostrich?? or is it a giraffe on a feathers costume

I think it got caught

I think it got caught

The photo ended a bit moved and no particular pose, but I liked it like if I went back to look if my shoe got trapped in something.

Deer

Deer

a couple of cute deers

Girl with boots in Villahermosa

Girl with boots in Villahermosa

Where is that photo of Jessica??
In Villarhermosa, after one more of Jessica's adventures.

Yep, girl went out again, that Jessica going out a lot lately, we need to put some limits to her.

Kisses
Jessica

Goose

Goose

A black colored Goose, or well I think is a goose.
He has a bit if scary eyes.

Faces to see

Faces to see

Doing some faces and gestures

Teeth

Teeth

Some pretty Teeth

The zoo said, is from a hippo skull

Siting

Siting

Weekend is here, yupiiiiii.

Bird

Bird

A very pretty and colorfull Bird, I dont know the name

After de walk

After de walk

Well, once the chat and coffee time was over, my friend took me back to my hotel, and it was goodbye time.

From there, I only had to wait for it to be more late at night, to see if my other friend called to go dancing.

But it was like way too early, to just stay there inside the hotel room just waiting. and it was too little time to change back to the alternative look, and then back to Jessica.

So what to do???

After going out to walk with someone, well why not try go out to walk alone.

Yes, I decided to go downtown Merida, to walk around a bit more, as I was dressed, and yes alone.
All went ok, even on one foodplace, une of the waiters that invites people to go eat inside, called me "Hey, girlfriend, come and eat with us here"

Once it was becoming more night, it was time to change outfit, the ones with the boots and red skirt I showed you, and to go dancing a little bit.

A good weekend, lets see what cames for the next ones.

Kisses
Jessica.

Big duck

Big duck

Photo of another duck, exta to the green feathers, that have a lovely tone (yes i know, it barely show in the photo) It caught my eyes, the withe with black spotts feathers on the head.

Messenger and virus.

Messenger and virus.

About 5 months ago, the first of my contacts infected showed, i already knew of the virus from before, its actually quite old, that runs in messenger, supposedly sending you a foto that is actually a virus. That time it was even easier to detect it, since the message was in English, a language that contact does not speak.

From there on, its been increasing the number of contacts that became infected. and so their messenger everytime they go online, try to send me the virus as a photo.

Of course, its easy to know how it was so quickly spread among the t-girls. being the ideal victim, someone sending them a photo, how could they not accept. Its sure like ging into the list of "quickest way to spread a virus", create a virus that looks like sharing photos, send it to a tgirl (that doesn't know of virus), and voila, in a couple of days, most of her contacts will be infected, a few more days, and the world.

Anyway

Kisses
Jessica

Duck

Duck

A cute little Duck

After the walk a bit of coffee

After the walk a bit of coffee

After finishing walking around paseo Montejo, we went for a little rest and coffee at the Vips there.
The same as before, To chat more comfortably.
This time the thing was that I was going with only my hair, and if already a problem that I cant style it, and after the walk and little wind, it sure was shapeless.
But something that really, boosted my confidence, was that the waitress, when addressing to me always said "Señorita2 (miss in spanish). Of course, I was happy.
My friend told me, that it would be a good new experience, if I was the one who went to the cashier to do payment. All went normal, pay, get change, like any other costumer.

Is really nice to be able to spend a nice chat, with coffee, not having to worry about "will someone notice, will someone tell anything"

Kisses
Jessica

Monkeys

Monkeys

Two spider Monkeys, the little one looks way too cute, totally curious about what the big one is doing with its hands.

Jess by Citlaly

Jess by Citlaly

My friend Citlaly, very kindly modified a photo, adding that background and effect. I liked it so much that decided to show it out here.

Guinea Fowl

Guinea Fowl

A guinea fowl form Merida Zoo, I find interesting how they have like a horn at the head. The black with white dots feathers are pretty, sure a camouflage thing.

Under an arch

Under an arch

A walk on paseo Montejo.
Yes I was nervous, not so much for going out as Jessica on daylight, but mostly for the fact I was doing it without the wig and that felt like more in the open. In some way mi mind thinks that with a wig is more difficult to be recognized, an although yes, I agree my natural hair looks better, the fact it has no shape, or proper hairdoo,hile the wig does, in my mind makes the wig more convincing that my own hair. I know, I know, its only a false thought in my mind, but I guess with time, as I go out like that I'll get used.
The walk, almost felt like a normal walking in any touristic avenue. A few stops to take photos. Most of the people also walking around didn't even bothered to look toward us, and from the few hat looked us, didn't catch any weird reaction.
Points of notice in the walk, a couple of them.
Since they were moving away some sculpture, in one corner there was an area with some scultures lready in wood cages, and 6 men working on putting them in a truck. My friend, kind of hesitated if to walk in front of them, but we did it. so she took my hand and we wlaked by. Nothing actually happened. If I went there on my own, I would have indeed turned around as soon as spottted.
Other is that I need to focus more on remmember how to walk, as my friend said, sometimes I kind of started walking again as boy.
Good luck, the air decided to behave, so no accidents with the skirt.
I really felt great to be able to walk like that. little by little I got more corage to go out as Jessica as me.


Kisses
Jessica

I liked how this photo looks.

Animal rodent

Animal rodent

I forgot the name of this animal, but is like a big rodent.

Its fur is pretty

Side, Effect

Side, Effect

I found a tutorial, to give the photos that effect of interlacing, I liked it, so I tried it with one of my photos, I kind of get it right.

And yes thats my real hair, yes all messy, since I still dont know how to style it.

Kisses
Jessica

Turtle

Turtle

I had turtles as pets once. Unfortunately, they didn't got to be my pets for long :(

Girl with boots

Girl with boots

I am going to go fast forward on the account of my trip around Merida, to the night, where I went to the disco, to dance a little bit, but also to show off my new boots.
Jojojojo, totally comfortable, plus I really liked how they looked.

Thats all
Kisses
Jessica.

You Talking Me

You Talking Me

An afternoon in Merida

An afternoon in Merida

This weekend I had the chance to go out of the island, In fact part of the trip was because of Jessica.
Where, well this weekend it was Merida, the city where Jessica went around.
And to increase crazyness, she went out with her natural hair, and after having it showered.
Of course, if she was to go out, it has to be done in a pretty place, so she walked around Paseo Montejo.
Yes a bit nervous I was, but still I enjoyed the walk a lot.

Kisses
Jessica

Guess

Guess

What animal Am I???

Crossed Leg

Crossed Leg

A typical crossed over leg pose

Now, a post that actually is more related to Mexican stores.

A few time ago I read that Soriana was buying Gigante, that made me sad. Why?? Well here in the island I live, Gigante is the store I like to go when shopping.
On the other hand Soriana, is a store I try to avoid as much as possible. In fact not long ago, I had no option that to go buy something there, and remembered why I hate going there( 5 minutes to find the item I went to buy, and 30 minutes wait to pay in the "fast line" with very few people. Was it been a busy day I bet 1 hour minimum. Plus they often don't have such basic stuff, like bread and apples)
While Gigante is a very small store, and yes there are a lot of things they dont sell, the most of what I need to buy I found, plus is always fast.
There is another store, called Chedraui, that one has more things, but is usually quite full (but even with lots of people its times faster when paying), one just need to know when are the times and days its less packed, so its easier to shop.
A new store open a while ago, but I still haven't one there, is a bit too far, well not far considering the city is small, but I'll go someday.
Anyway, I'll try to enjoy shopping in Gigante, before Soriana makes it another ugly store.


Kisses
Jessica

Decorated Stockings

Decorated Stockings

I liked the decorations in these stockings

Girl in posed leg

Girl in posed leg

Well I watched another Anime series, this time Chrno Crusade.
Its about the history of Rossette, a nun at the Magdala Order, and her friend Chrno (pronounced Krono)
But there is a little detail, the Magdala order is a religious group with the mission to deal with demons showing on earth.
And Chrono is actually a demon. He is helping Rossette, not to free the world of other demosn, ut to find her little brother.
History develops, when Aion, another demon wants to create Pandemonium on earth, and be free to rule Earth He is the one who has Rossettte's brother.
From there the series goes to fold an interesting and entertaining history. Presenting us with some new characters.
The ending, lets just say I cried, but really liked it.
An entertaining series.

Kisses
Jessica

Frontal

Frontal


The classical frontal pose, I really liked the combination of this outfit, but I still need to loose a bit more in the waist area to wear it properly, to keep on with the diet and exercise.

New Boots

New Boots

Finally, after more than one year of wanting to have a pair of boots, my desires have become true, being able to buy myself ones.

It will take a lot of will, for me to wait to properly use them first time, which with luck I will be able to do this weekend.

Yay, Yupiiiiiii, I have boots

Kisses
Jessica

Comparison Pres

Comparison Pres

I tried to add a halo effect on my photo, It kind of didn't work, one can barely see it, and it looks more like if the photo is overpasted.

Also my face looks like if I am angry, which I am not.

Kisses
Jessica

Moose Toy

Moose Toy

Well is easy to imagine where and when I bought this one toy. But I kind of didn't got to take a photo of it to show it.

This week, the Scavenger Hunt, one of the 12 words is this little friend, so time to photo it.

Kisses
Jessica

Grounded by Lu

Grounded by Lu

To the corner, being able only to see the woods of the walls, two hours sitting there, that was her punishment.
Bah, punishment, indeed she would have preferred to be out, running with her friends on the grass, playing among the trees. But for her this to be a punishment was not entirely certain.
Yes most kids would be sad to be there two hours in what seemed the most boring thing, but for her it was an opportunity.
To be there alone, without distractions, no interruptions from someone talking her. There she had all she needed to do some real thinking.
It was in those two hours that her mind was the most productive, where her imagination could fly without limits, when the ideas came without pause.
To her, more than a punishment, those two hours could become a break, a hidden prize.

Kisses
Jessica

Salad

Salad

Time to restart the diet, after the huge food eatings of Xmas season

Fruits and salads only, no fatty food, no candy, my stomach cries.

Kisses
Hungry Jessica

100 Questions

1. What time is it: 20:26

2. Name: Jessica Sweet

3. Birthday? Biological, March 28th

4. Fall in love before?: Yes

5. and now?: Yes

6. What you like wearing? short skirts

7. Color of your underwear at the moment?: Blue

8. Ever get too drunk?: Yes

9. Love someone so much as to cryr?: Yes

10. Been in a car crash? Yes

11.Perfume? I like how the Flower by Kenso smells

12. Denim or formal wear?: Formal, I'm always elegant

13. Sprite or Seven up? Seven Up

14. Wine or Beer?: Wine

16. If you were a crayon what color you were? BLue

17. Flat or decorateds bed-sheets? Decorated

18. Pijama o nothing? Pijama

19. Favorite Food?: Same as Garfield, Lasagna

20. Place to be kissed? Lips, and behind the ear

21. Song you listening now? None, I have no music

22. Flower: Orchid

23. Talk subject you hate the most? Work

24. What you look on the opposite gender?: Eyes

25. You fancy someone? Yes

26. Favorite Movie: Silence of the lambs

27. Kisses or Hugs? Hugs

28. Last time in a hospital? To see someone, 7 years ago, me as patien 15 years ago

29. Color of your bedroom floor? White floor

30. How you called your sleeping Mascita?: Mascita?? whats that??

31. Where you see yourself in 15 years?: Sleeping

32. Whom you received this? From Andrea Lizeth

33. Friend ho lives the most far?Lilly in India

34. How much you like school? I dont go to, and didn't like it when, found it boring.

35. Are you bitter? Most of the time no

36. Who you think will answer this first? I need to decide who send it to first

37. Pets? Not anymore (sad face)

38. BEst Friend: My garfield toy

40. What would you change in your life? I would travel lots more

41. How many rings before answering the phone? Two at least

42. Weakness?: food

43. First thing you thing when wakeup in morning: "already is day??"

44. Storms, like them or scared: Like them

45. If you were able to be someone else, who you be? A genteically born Jessica who crosdresses as boy

46. Something you always wear? Nothing

47. You been depressed? Yes

48. Whats under your bed? some dissasembled boxes, and probably some scary monsters

49. Whats the car of your dreams? The volkswagen beetle (old one)

50. Something you want to say to the person who wrote the question? Look I am actually answering them :P

51. Hate someone? No

52. Who you like answers this? Everyone I send it to

53. What would you say to someone, but don't dare to? I love you

54. Favorite Colors : Purple, blue and black (altough black is no color)

55. Word you say the most: orales

56. Favorite Book?: Cien años de Soledad

57: Best of the world?: Me of course, then garfield and lasagna.

58. What you do when getting bored? Draw, write silly things, sleep.

59. How does your friends call you? Jessicrazy

60. Whats life for you? The thing before the ultimate thing, death

61. What shampoo you use? Now using 3 , citrus shine for curly hair, a pantene for shine, and another called tgel

62. Favorite Song? Mea Culpa by Enigma

63. Sadest thing in life? A time I broke with someone in a very bizarre way

64. You love someone at the moment? I think I do

65. Craziest person you know? --

66. What you look for in people fromt he opposite gender? Love

67. Are you afraid of something? yes

68. What you think of death? Its fascinating, me adores and wishes it

69. Have you fall in love of a friend? Yes

70. Time you need to get ready (clothes, makeup, etc)? If I know what to wear 45 minutes, otherwise, better bring a movie to wait.

71. Place you like the most to go: Some place in jungle of forest, with lots of trees, and the most far away from mankind as possible.

72. Favorite Magazine: Dibujarte

73. Would you give a passion kiss to the person who sent you this?? I choose to silence my answer

74. What you wish more for your life? Happyness

75. Season you like the most? spring

76. Place you go on vacation? Anywhere, but the places in my "to-go-before-dying list" are Egypt, a place in Europe, and China or Japan.

77. Would you go live in another country? Yes

78. Who never failed you? My family

79. Cold or hot weather? Cold, I want cold, I am tired of the hot weather of the island

80. SnailMail or email?: depends

81. Person you miss the most? My little sister

82. What puts you in good mood? Food

83. Favorite cartoon? Garfield

85. Would you give a passion kiss to the people you send the questions? I silence my answer

86. Favorite TV show? Garfield

88. World worst feeling? hate

89. World best feeling? Happyness

90. First name you choose?: Jessica

91. Your actual name, why you choose it? It has a relation with the other name.

92. Chocolate or vainilla?: Chocolate

93. One or two pillows? I sleep with 4 pillows

94. Sleep with stuffed toys? Yes

95. Favorite Number? 3

96. Favorite Toy? Garfield

97. What would you do if someone disrespects your significant other? Defend

98. Tell something to the person you love. I love you

99. Do you hace color bulbs? No, they dont sell them in the island

100. Have travelled dressed (as girl)? Not yet

101. What food you do not like? Nopales Babosos

102. Ever swam naked? Yes

103. Person who first greeted in your las birthday? A friend

104. nick on chat? Jessica

105: Like someone at school or work? No

106: name?: --

107: Why dont you tell that person? Everything at its time

108: Name of best friends? A lot

109: Impossible love? Myself

110: Shortest relation? 3 days

111: longest? 6 months

110: Time again? 20:47

Brown and pink

Brown and pink

Trying to mix brown and pink.

Another anime series review
Now I saw a series called Elfen Lied.

To begin, the intro sequence is fabulous, I loved the music.
The series goes about in some future,, different humans are born, called Diclonius, who have like ear-horns in their heads, and like psychic arms, called vectors, that they control with the mind.
But they mainly use the vectors as weapons, and they are kept in laboratory to be experimented with. One day one of the Diclonius girls Lucy decides to scape, in a very bloody scape scene.
From there, she has like a split personality called Niu, that is the opposite of the savage killer, all tenderness and innocence. Like that she mets with Kouta and his cousin, and gets to live with them.
The people of the labs, then try to recover or kill Lucy, sending after her soldiers, more diclonius, more soldiers.
Just on that idea the series is entertaining to watch, but it adds up a few extra element to make it more interesting. Like a diclonius that has a especial relation to one of the researchers, And a common and scary past shared between Kouta and Lucy (of which Kouta doesn't remember)
A very good series, with some lots of extra bloods.

Saludillos
Jessica

Thinking

Thinking

Deeply in the horizon looking
expecting to find
any sign of your arrival
tenderness and sadness in my eyes
hazy reflection of my soul

And in my heart I know

Leave, for now is not the moment
other path must search
vehemently wanting and
expecting with you walk

---
Pensativa

Miro profundo el horizonte
un indicio de ti busco
espero con ansia tu llegada
reflejan mis ojos
ternura y tristeza
efimero trazo de mi alma

Y en mi corazon entiendo

Aun no es el momento
marcharme a buscar debo
otro camino al frente
recorrer contigo espero.

Anxelica invitacion IDC

Para quien pueda ir a la exposicion de Anxelica Risco en IDC

New Toy

New Toy

The new toy, for the times I need to do waitings, but I am in no mood to read.

Jessica endemoniada.

Possesed

I liked how the photo turned out.
Plus I love horror movies, so of course I had to put a related titled, I liked Possesed.

Speaking of Horror movies, its time I treat myself to another horror-movieton, I been watching lots of anime lately (and altough a couple of them where horror-ghost related) its time to a good scare.
Plus me need to talk about some horror movie. Actually I could tell you about one I happen a few time ago, that is really, really bad, its called in spanish Catacumbas (catacoms translation), Its about a girl who goes to the catacombs under paris, gets lost and then is chased by a monster. Horrible movie, better avoid seeing it.

Goddby for today

Devilish Jessica

Border Line

Border Line

A flag, drum and a little fire on the middle.
Six steps to each side, a little stair to the west, to a platform with a pile of wood logs.
And with this, you are to set the pile on fire if you spot something over that grassfield.
And so her trainning ended, to start her job as a border watch.

Day after day, she watched the field, learned to see how the grass grow, got knowledge of the birds flying by and their seasons, even discovered the moment each year when the deers crossed.
With time her sight became better and was able to see the rabbits, even the forms of the wolves beind the trees in the forest at the back.
The landscape went green, yellow, red and white so many time, the wood piles replaced even more.

And just 3 days before her job ended, a shadow appeared, a little dot where none has ever been, and with the shadow a human silhouette.


Kisses
Jessica

Ps, photo taken with candle light, then increased luminosity, which resulted in the effect seen.

Girl in green

Girl in green

The first weekend of the year, and Jessica is already out dancing.

What you say, well this weekend was to be staying here on the island actually or not travel to far, since the previous two I had gone far to family house for the x,as-year-end festivities. So I was to be on the island or around.
Then mi friend Karitina from Villahermosa tells me "Hey Jessica, when are you coming here again to go dancing", and me thinks quickly, lets do plan to go there this saturday.
So I went to Villahermosa, that looks like is really coming back well after the flood a few months ago. Good to see that.
By night I arrived at my friend house, changed outfits there, I choosed to go that night as the girl in all green.
From there, call a cab since this time i didn't took the car, and to dance, a fun night dancing.
While dancing something happened, I was there all happy dancing, when I felt a hand in my behind, and then the hand proceed to squeeze my buttock. I quickly tried to look back while moving my hand towards the area, but by the moment I was lokking the culprit had already moved his hand away, and none of the many people over there looked suspicious. Angry feelings, for how someone dares to do something like that without my permission.
Rest of the night went on good, dance, then sit down and chat a bit.
On the way back, my friend told me "do we wait for a taxi, or do we walk, its only a few blocks", and so we went back by walking.
To change back, ride to hotel, and to sleep trying to rest for the travel back the next day.

And so it was the first dance out of 2008.

Kisses
Jessica

Tea Bags

Tea Bags

This one is not tea, but Camomile and spearmint Infusion , its just that mexican called that tea too. it taste nice, and the bags have a pretty green color

Stupid

Stupid

Poinsetta center

Poinsetta center

A close up, kind of

Incomplete

Incomplete

Bug

Bug

An interesting bug I managed to photograph

Interesting green color it has.

Back View

Back View

I ended seeing another Anime series, this one called Ghost Hunt

Its about a high-school girl, that one day enters an aboandoned building in her school rumored to be haunted, turn out there is already a team of psychic researchers, she gots scared and crashes into one of them, both falling and the guy breaking his leg.
The main researchers tells her that now she has to help with finish setting the equipment, and other research stuff.
And looked that it was all, but then she is asked to join them as a permanent assistnat, and she does, and start helping them with their cases researching ghost and other paranormal activities,
They go to another haunted school, a house with a possesed doll, a place with thousand of spirits tormenting a family, and other cases.

Also the group of researchers makes the series very interesting.
The director, who seemed like a regular guy, but turns out has a super-psychic ability.
His assistant, that has like helper spirits, kind of familiar spirits, extra to know a lot about things.
There is a monk, he is the relax guy in the group, Good for exorcising, and doing some wood dolls for protection.
A priestess, also an exorcist with rites, at start she seemed to not really be good at it, but once she gets to show her wotk outside with nature, she is wow.
A chatolic priest, that looks like 5 years old, also esorcist of people, but with the catholic rite.
And finally a medium, she is ultra cute.

Funny and interesting series, kind of short actually.


Kisses
Jessica

Photo has nothin to do with my post, but hey.

I wish to Die

I wish to Die

Why Ana?? - shouted Tomas - Have you lost your mind???

And what is my mind worth if its captive, what is my mind good for when it can make another ideas other than the ones we are taught to have, What use of mind if I can't make sense of it. Tell me Tomas, whats the purpose of being here, is it really that bad to wish for a second be free.

Ana, but what are you going to do once outside, have you not heard all the tale, you perfectly know that going outside the wall, is to walk a path among cries and sadness, you are certain that the destiny that awaits for those who dare walk is death.

What makes you so sure, - said Ana in a more calmed tone- the fact we never saw one alive again, does not mean they are dead.

But the absence of the dead ones doesn't mean they are alive Ana, plus are you telling me all those mothers who have seen their child go among tears, that for so long have waited, even after in their hearts they knew it was over had suffered in vain. Does it sound logical to you that none if there been survivors, have come back to tell us about what is beyond there, either to share the wonders they found, or to warn about the dangers ahead.

You might be right Tomas, but

But nothing Ana - screamed Tomas almost in anger and tears - dont you understand, what you want is suicide, what is it that drives you to wish doing something when the price is your life.

Ana's eyes gave up while she explained - Tomas tell me, can you really call this we have a life, do you really feel happy, cant you remember when we had illusions and dreams. All days we do the same, always in the same place among the same people, no new emotions, no illusions about tomorrow.
I know going over there could mean my death, but in the meantime I'll be free, I'll be happy, I'll feel emotions, I'll dream, and above all, I'll have a purpose and objective in whatever it is that remains for me to live, to go as far away as I can, to know what it is really like over that wall
Yes Tomas, if thats the result, then yes to remember how it is to live, I do wish to die.