Friday, March 30, 2007

Creature of the night.

Creature of the night.

Creature of the night.

And so, After a fun photo session. I decided to take a little ride around in the car.
Choosed to go with a more conservative heels.
After driving around for a while, decided to go back to the same park.
Walk down a little bit, the sit down and just enjoy there.
Being in black, in a black night, guess whoever saw me, thought I was some creature of the night.
Good thing Buffy, was out of town.

Kisses
Jessica, who remember is not a vampire.

Scary Girl

Scary Girl



Which one is the scariest Jessica???
The one that looks like Lizzie Borden (yes I know she supposedly used an axe, but I don't have one, so hammer it is)
is it witch Jessica, that looks like putting a curse on someone.
Or the silly girl holding its cute kitty.

Kisses
Devil Jessica and her cat.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Just me

Solo yo


Solo yo

Se que está ahí, pero no puedo sentirle
le escucho, pero solo en mi mente
un placer y un tormento al mismo tiempo.

Sueño del que no quisiera despertar,
pesadilla que disfruto aun con temor,
éxtasis y dolor en uno mismo.

Latiendo muy lentamente, durmiendo muy dentro de mi
sé que ahí se encuentra, y a la vez le he perdido
alegrías y miserias juntas.

Un llanto que se convierte en sonrisas,
una risa que se transforma en lagrimas
ambos y ninguno a la vez.

Besos
Jessica

Just me

I know it's there, but I can't sense it
I hear it, but it's just in my mind
pleasure and torment at the same time.

Sweet dream from which I want to never wake up,
nightmare that I enjoy in fear,
ecstasy and pain in one self.

Beating slowly, sleeping deep inside me
I know it's here, and at the same time I lost it
happiness and misery together.

A cry that becomes a smile,
a laughter that becomes a tear
both and none at once.


Kisses
Jessica

Falling down !!!!!!!!!

Falling down

Falling down !!!!!!!!!

I knew these shoes where way too high, I am falling down over, hope the floor doesn't hit me that hard.
Maybe if I can spin, twist, juggle, I can manage to.
Oh, no, now I ma falling to the other side, aaaaaaaaaaaaah
Good things there was a wall there.

Kisses

Jessica
Who does silly things.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

A flower for today

A flower for today

A flower for today

A one of the most beautifull things there are, flowers
And springs makes most of the plants show us those beauties.
I liked this one, a nice purple, and a exotic shape.

Kisses

Jessica, who dreams

15 things

15 things

15 things

15 things that I like eating

1 Apples, I like how they smell also, and the feel one gets when you bite it.
2 Pizza (ham and mushrooms), the best food on earth.
3 Lasagna, the food of the gods.
4 Lemon Pie, I like the acid yet sweet taste of it
5 Cheese, any kind of cheese. I love cheese, I try to taste any cheese I can.
6 Kiwi, is something with that fruit that, it just tastes unique.
7 Yakimeshi with Tampico, I love eating that kind of rice, with little bits of chicken and shrimp, yummi.
8 Carrots, bit of similar to the apple biting.
9 Tabule with jocoque, (not sure of the name in English, sorry) Tabule is an arabian salad, and jocoque is a kind of sour cream.
10 Spinach, yes like Popeye, and yes thats how my mom made me eat them at a start. With a little cheese
11 Chocolate, I love eating chocolate, the sweet taste of sugar and cocoa. I know it makes me go fat, but me likes.
12 Shrimp with garlic, that taste yummi.
13 Chicken with mushroom sauce, me likes that combination.
14 Lemon Ice cream, there is nothing better in a hot sunny day.
15 Roasted MEat (Carne asada in spanish), the lovely taste of red meat, on the grill heated with wood and charcoal.

No wonder I am that fat.

Kisses

Jessica , who eats a lot.

PS, about the pic
The top ones is the original JEssica, same as yesterdays, three different hair styles
The ones at the bottom, were modified by my friend Andrea Lizeth, to make me have a waistline, To see how Jessica would look like if she actually went on diet instead of eating lots.

The missed fourth image, well, will remain missing.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Just staring

Just staring



From time to time I like to sit down, and just stare at the horizon, just loking away, wothout looking something in specific.
Like if I was waiting for something out of the ordinay to appear there, where my eyes can barely see the details, where it's difficult to see where the land endas, and the sky starts.
A daydreamer look, thats what a friend used to call it.

Is this being Jessica something similar, is it dreaming awake of something that is not there????

Confused.

Kisses
Jessica.

PS, about the pic, well finally got to use the new black-white shoes. It was fun.
First one, the long wig , still with the braids,,
Then I undid the braids, it was sad, it was a lot of work to make them. SO back is the long black hair.
Next the usual Jessica hair.

And the fourth one, thats my hair, yes, no wig in that one, one year and three months, and it is now that long, Me likes, still needs to grow a bit bigger.

Monday, March 26, 2007

A day at the beach.

A day at the beach.



Probably some of my friends who live in places where it is still cold and snowy will hate me, but it is spring already.

SO this weekend was another of the staying in the island ones.
Office work Saturday morning, the cleaning the apartment at the afternoon, ended all tired, go to sleep early.
Sunday, waking up before the sun rised, looking up, no clouds, like a good day to go to the beach.
Grabbed my chair, towel, water, a book, put on my swimmming suit, then the oter swimming suit, and a shirt.
Some sun blocker, in some areas, didn't want to get all burned, but wanted to tan a bit.
And off to the highway. As usual went to the beach area far from the city, the one is almost empty almost all the time.

So there I was finally, looking at the sea, the waves, little ones this time hitting the sand, The blue sky, the very little clouds. A really calmed day, perfect.
Sit down for a while just to enjoy it. I like th e sound the water makes. Plus lots of seadirds, really fun to see.
Time to change and be on my swimsuit. lay on my chair or on the towel to get a bit of tan.
It was during one of my times in laying in the towel, when o put my head up, away from my book, that I saw, 3 little heads over a sand mountain, oh my people.
Quickly grabbed my short, pull top off, and continue reading a bit, then stand up to see who they were, just a little family over there, like 40 meters away. plus a sand mountain was between us.
Looking that they were to stay there and probably didn't see me, back to swimming suit. Keep ennjoying my day at the beach. They went away at some point.
Later while taking the pics, a helicopter passed over, guess the passenger got quite a view.

Then swimming a little bit, and I must say, it is more comfortable to swim in the boy swimming suit. But it was still nice to sit over the sand waiting for my swimsuit to dry.
After a while, my stomach was saying, me hungry, so time to pack things up, and go back home. A nice day at the beach.

I posted a series of little vids, from the sea. here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLreMbGsYkY

Now to explain the pictures.

Top row, at the left can see a pelican and a seagull fling around the sea, they have spotted some nice fish. And it was the pelican who got the catch, in the right.
Middle left, a little seabird, next to some rock. Cute
Middle right, I liked that plant formation, looks like the shape of a person walking, Hey, isn't the publicity from some beverage company like that, Mmmm, maybe I can sell this image to them. Free whiskey perhaps??
Down Left, The water breaking at the sand, little waves this time, it was not too windy.
Down Right, another seagull on the sky, and I think it won't mind if I stole bits of the blue sky around to post tiny images of myself.

Well thats it for my Sunday day.

Kisses
Jessica

Friday, March 23, 2007

It returned from the land of the Dead (The best camera in the world)

It returned from the land of the Dead (The best camera in the world)

It returned from the land of the Dead (The best camera in the world)

I am ultra happy.
It Survived
It returned from the land of the dead.
It must be the most resistant camera in the world.

I learned one thing, it takes more than 3 days, and less than 6 for it to dry and come back to live after a full water drop.

Now, I need a new excuse for a new camera. Or maybe she sensed that I was to buy a replacement and decided it was not its time yet.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

My friend Marina

My friend Marina

My friend Marina

Here is a photo of my new friend Marina and me, remember I talked about her a few weeks ago, when I had to stay on the island one weekend, and she was here on visit.
Well I also got approval from her to post a picture.
I liked this one when the two of us girls are happy sitting on a bench in my park, well it is not my park, it belongs to the city, but being that I like going there so often when in girl.
I think this pic is more natural looking than a more lighted one of the two of us standing in front of a wall.
And I know, not all ladylike the way I am sitting, but I have to run to sit, in order to appear on the photo.

Kisses
Jessica

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My friend Karen

My friend Karen

My friend Karen

This is a photo of me and my friend Karen(yes me posting it a bit late, but better be sure she allowed it) from the weekend I was in Villahermosa. Changed wigs for the pic, since I went to the dance place with the light brown one.

Kisses
Jessica

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

AguaSelva, San Cristobal, my broken camera and some other places in Chiapas.

AguaSelva, San Cristobal, my broken camera and some other places in Chiapas.

AguaSelva, San Cristobal, my broken camera and some other places in Chiapas.


Thats a long title.
Well , it was a 3 day weekend here in Mexico. Spring time celebration (actually it's the day of some past-president, but I prefer to think it's because of start of spring)
SO I decided to visit a few Places around Chiapas.

I visited a nice watefalls in the limits of Tabasco and Chiapas called AguaSelva, really nice, quite some pretty flowers, but many plants were still missing flowers, too early.
Then I arrived to the lovely town of San Cristobal de las Casas in Chiapas.It's a really lovely town. With a really lovely architecture.
Many churches, some of them in top of the hills around, so did lots of walking and climbing.
Also its a really nice place to see and buy tradicional handicrafts. Plus lots of girls use the traditional clothing, which adds a lot of mistique to the town.
Lots of tourists there, mostly from different countries. And lot of them return to live there, and so it has lots of variety in amenities.
A great place to have fun as well, a very varied nightlife. It was fun.

Next day I went out , on the road to my destination, I saw a waterfall place, and there the accident Happened, my camera, fell into the water, ME SAD, ME CRYING, my camera is now dead, kaput, broken, no sirve. :(
Then to the Lagunas of Montebello (Montebello Lagoon), it seems to be a really nice place, unfortunately, it was really, really cold, and with lots of fog.
So couldn't see all the lagoon at their true beauty, but anyway it was an interesting spectacle to see the fog. Also was nice to remeber how it is to be in a forest with very cold weather.
On my return I passed to a Cave near San Cristobal, quite impressive. Also forest, lots of pines.

Last day, I went to a town near San Cristobal called San Juan Chamula. Wow that town is really interesting.
First thing, they do not allow to take pictures of people, ceremonies, inside the church, or you can go to jail (and not the usual jail, since the town has its own law)
There is only one church in the town, that looks like a catholic church, but it is really not. First there is no priest, the priest only goes to the San Juan day, and to do baptism.
There is no chairs, altar is different, composed of three figure, Christ, San Juan, and another San Juan. And apparently its representing the 3 creation mayan gods, and the sun god.
Saints are on the side walls. The ground is covered with pine leaves (to make the ground holly). Lots of candles everywhere (Its a simbol of feeding the gods, plus the fire is a purifier)
Peope doing prayers in front of the candles, in tzotzil or tzetzal (mayan languages), throwing alochol and soda to the candles to feed the fire.
And while there, in one of the altars, a girl took a chicken, passed over the candles fire, then around the body of the woman who was also praying , and then killed the chicken. Apparently is a soul-healing process.
Our guide also took us around town, explainned us about the crosses than can be seen around town, that looks like the catholic cross, but it is not, it's a mayan one, simbol of the Ceiba, the holly tree.
And while there we got to enter into the house of one of the religous authorities, to see the altar of one Saint, the even lets us try the home-made alcohol they do and use.
Very interesting place.

So I am happy, it was a really fun weekend, got to see lots of beautifull and interesting places.

But now I am sad, my camara is dead, I will need to buy a new one :(

Kisses
Jessica.

PS, about the photos.
Top Line, is the main church in San Cristobal, REally nice I like the colors. I posted both a day pic and a night pic, I liked the contrast.
Middle line, two little kiosks around San Cristobal, really pretty.
Last line, some pics from the waterfalls in AguaSelva

Original http://farm1.static.flickr.com/152/428583515_e737080742_b.jpg

Friday, March 16, 2007

Am I a dancing diva???

Am I a dancing diva

Am I a dancing diva???

It said so in my top, Am I???

Kisses
Jessica

Interesting thing, just a few pics ago, a friend, Iandra, said the word diva on her comment.

And then to dance.

And then to dance.



I was back to my hotel, saying bye to my friend Fernanda, Vanessa was already getting ready for the night.
My outfit was pretty, but like too long to go dancing, so time to change.
Change the loose blouse for a tight top, the long skirt for a shorter one, the low shoes for the high heeled silver ones.

Makeup, should I remove, then start all over for a new makeup?? Or could I manage to redo-it over the one I had??
I thought, maybe just add a bits of color in the eyes, and choose a redder lipstick, yes, better try that.
Then hair, should I kept the same one?? Well I was going for fun time, so I decided to try a funny look with the curly wig.

And there I was, a totally different Jessica from the one that was walkling downtown just a couple of hours before.

Took a pic with my friend Vanessa, just before going out, yupiiii, dancing girls
The usual, drive, arrive, enjoy the little show there (this time the girls imitated some singers, a dancing boy, and hen a little comedy show)
After that, time to dance, and dance, and dance, as long as I could. As usual had to stop from time to time to cool off.

It was time to return, scary part, since on the way to the disco, I saw several points with police and soldiers stops.
The soldiers just make us signals to continue our drive, so no problem there.
But just a little ahead, it was a police stop, and they were stoping to ask drivers of every car that passed by.

Oh my, thats scary I thought.
I tried to calm down, last thing I wanted was to be nervous when It was my turn to face the police officer.

It was out turn then, I put the interior car light on, and pull the window down. And said "Good night"
The police officer just said, "Good night young-lady , we are doing the anti-alcohol-driving check, did you drink any alcohol beverage tonight???"
I said "No, nothing at all"
The officer then took a look to the inside of the car, jejeje, I did noticed he checked my legs, and my friend.
I was thinking "Please, don't ask for my driver's licence"
He then said "could you please blow a bit of breath toward me to check???" (Poor officer, it must be really awful to smell every drivers breath)
And so I did.
Then he said "It's ok, you can follow to your destination"
I said thanks, and started driving.

At the end, that scary situation, wasn't that scary at all.

And so we arrived to the hotel, after a night of dance.

It was time for Jessica to go to sleep.

Kisses
Jessica

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Some thinking.

Some thinking. - Un  poco de Reflexion

Some thinking.

Time to do a bit of thinking about this new experience, going to a restaurant and walking downton of Merida as a girl.
Yes I was ultra nervous, a bit scared, but I enjoyed it, I liked doing it, it felt great.
It helped a lot that I was not alone, let me enjoy it a bit more, since I had to worry a bit less.
Also I think it was important that the clothes I used didn't draw that much attention. And I do like the way longer skirts look, even if don't show that much leg.
Being this an afternoon that went without trouble, gives me hope that I can do it again sometime in the future.
And next times try better to go with someone, instead of alone.
I am still a bit scared of the use of very little make-up, me feels it doesn't cover that much.
About being nervous, I suppose that as I go outside as girl more times, I will get less nervous.
Thats what happened with my night drives, and my dancing outs, first times I was too scared to really enjoy them. Now I am still a bit little nervous (which I think is good to remeber to be cautious to be safe), but I can enjoy it now.
One thing I have to work out is the voice, and I don't know how.

A big thank you hug and kiss to my friend Fernanda who went out with me in this adventure.

Kisses
Jessica

Walking around downtown Merida

Walking around downtown Merida



After going out of the restaurant I was back inside my friend car. And then a question "Would you like going to downtown???"
In my mind the following thought happened : Should I risk myself more outside to being spotted, should I go to a place I know is full of people, that even at late night is fully lighted. The idea of walking among all those people seemed scary.
But then, it was a golden opportunity to walk around girl mode, and with someone walking next to me. Plus I have already been in a crowded place (remember Campeche downtown) and that time I was alone. So no reason to not going.
I said "Yes, of course", and there we went.

Indeed downtown was crowded with people, and cops and soldiers.
In a way lots of cops, means a bit of safety, not likely someone would do something agressive.
But due to the circumstances also bit of risky, what if they were more paranoid than me, and saw suspicious behavior in that nervous girl who looked too tall and a bit boyish.

We walked around downtown, just a few blocks from where my friend parked. Stopping from time to time to take a picture.
Didn't notice any reaction, yet it is difficult to notice reactions in just the 2 seconds one face the person walking next to, probably people didn't even got time to get a good look when I walked next to them.
There was one point at the main park, my friend was leading me to a building for a picture, thing was, on the way to there, there was a group of like 15 boys and girls in school uniforms, around 15-16 years old.
Those are the scary ones, those are the ones that would not stop from laughing or mocking. We passed next to them, and nothing, no reaction.

Then first little problematic thing, walking round in a city with hot and humid weather (and after rain), with long sleeved blouse, and a wig over my head, well, you know.
My friend suggested I removed the blouse, and silly Jessica, first forgot to undo the buttons on the sleeve, so not easy to pass my hands out, quite an spectacle the way I removed the blouse. Also as my friend said later to me, the way I removed it, not ladylike at all, completely boyish.
we continued walking around, then back to my friend's car, it was time to take me back to my hotel.

Kisses
Jessica

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Coffee and Pie

Coffee and Pie

Coffee and Pie

Where was I??? Oh yes, I was about to come down the car to go into a nice restaurant in Merida, all in doubt, fear and excitement. But I was there, it was my opportunity to do a more normal activity, and so I went out the car.
The walk to the restaurant, trying to pull myself together, It is nice to have the doors open for me. and there the first face to face to other people. The entry man at the restaurant, and a waiter standing there.
I saw them looking toward us (yes they have to see the new clients) I know they said something , but couldn't properly distinguish what. All I saw was the hand of one of them pointing towards the tables.
As we walked toward the designated table, we passed 2 tables with people, first one they didn't look, they were happy eating, next one indeed the man sit there took a look at us three.
Which side of the table to sit down?? should I sit on the one facing the door, where everyone entering would see my face, but I would be abel to see people enter?????, or should I chose the one giving my back, where only the very few who walked to the very last table would see me, but also I would not see much????. I decided to be able to see people ocme inside the place :D
My friend sit next to me, and the host left us there. I wanted to turn my face to see if he had any reaction once he left away, but that would have been so obvious, so I didn't.
Then came a boy, to leave the menu, for what I could notice, he barely looked at us. I looked through it, and find they served lemon pie, yumiii, me likes it. AS I was looking my friend asked me what I wanted. I think she probably wanted to tell the waiter the order for both of us.
I could have let that be the case, easier to pass if I didn't talk, but then I would be a mute girl. SO I asked my friend, "can I order myself???".
A waitress arrived then (a really cute girl) My friend ordered, and then it was time for me to talk. The girl looked towards me, and I, trying to lower my voice, started saying, "A lemon pie and a cofee", hoping my voice was not too hard (to sound so boyish), hoping my voice was not too low (that she couldn't hear me, and I had to talk again).
But she was able to hear me, as she repeated what we ordered. Then she left, with no reaction I could notice. Was I really passing??? Or was I so nervous that I couldn't notice???. Later she returned to leave what we ordered, being all nice.
My friend and I were talking, a really nice chat, and also a bit of an important one, about one part of Jessica and telling someone about.
Then a family (couple and a little boy) and the waitress were walking toward us, I was nervous, would they have a reaction to me?? but they just walk by next to us (the woman indeed look toward us) and sit in the table next to us (the one to my back).
That put me into a thought, either they didn't notice, or they didn't care, or they were too lazy to walk to a table far away from me.
The waitress returned later, with another girl, to let us know that her shift was over, that the new girl was now our waitress.
Then came time to go away, ask for the bill, my friend left me alone for a little moment, and then to go to the cashier to pay, and back outside. By then it was already night time.

So how that part of the adventure went, except from the beginning when I was too nervous, I enjoyed the rest of it.
Didn't notice any reaction of the few people that saw me, or talk to me.
And I had a really nice time talking to my friend. I really liked doing this.
Was it possible that I indeed passed as a girl??? or I waas just unaware of any reaction and so I didn't notice??? Or the people just didn't care,???
My friend later told me that she indeed looked to see if the waitress had any reaction once she left the table, and said she didn't saw any.

Kisses
Jessice

Is there more to this adventure, or did it end there????

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Outside during daylight

Outside during daylight



Just a little warning, maybe no need for it, since you probably know how I like to write about my adventures for long and long, cut into several pieces each long on its own.
And this won't be different. So be prepared to read, jejejeje. Now to my storytelling.

Saturday morning I jump in the car, driving around, the jungle to my right, the sea to my left, the road to Merida to the front. Just a little stop to go by Campeche to pick up my partner in dance Vannessa.
Arriving to Merida, oh the scary part, the city is full of military vehicles, soldiers, federal agents, police cars, and lots of security people. Apparently some president from some country was visiting the city.
Panic time??? Not really, I was already there, so just needed to be little more cautious and less nervous. The plan to have a nice and fun time girl mode was going to be, no matter what or who. Jejej, Me sounds so brave on that last sentence, but in reality I was a bit scared.
So after a little worry because of the rain in the cty, and getting something to eat, finding a hotel to stay, it was time for Jessica to appear and get all ready to go out.

On advice to my friend Fernanda, who was going to go out with me during the afternoon, I was to wear long skirt, light colors, a more natural "not so heavy" makeup, trying to look the more natural I could. So the option was the green-blue outfit.
First scary part, how to do my make-up light, not so flashy. I tried to go easy on tthe make-up base, use light color on lip and eyes, when finished I felt like it was not enough, that I needed more to hide myself, but left it as it was.
Then my friend arrived, a few test to see how I walked, how I sit, how I talk, to tell my friend Vanessa (who was not going) I was already going out, and there outside to real world, to walk among the humans.
And at a time where there was still sunlight (yesterdays pic), well sunlight didn't kill me, so a vampire I am not. Of course all nervous, I was there to be seen by the people of Merida, witouth the safe of darkness.
Then up to my friend car, a little rest, a little hidding, and going into a coffee place, to have a nice chat. First place, mm it was closed, surrounded by soldiers. So to a ddiferent one we went.

And there in the parking lot, the last moment of safety, it was time to go down the car, to walk into a new experience, to face the real people.
Would I be able to?? Or would I show up all shaking in nervousness, o even worst faint of panic.
Would I pass as a girl?? Would they notice something weird without knowing what it was ??? Or would the people realize the truth under that appereance???
And if they notice, what would be their reaction??? Would they laugh at me?? Would they deny us to go in??? would they say something?? would they just ignore the fact and treat me like another costumer???

All those doubt, should I really go down the car and face all those posibilities????

Bye for today

Kisses
Jessica, panic girl.

Monday, March 12, 2007

One step more

One Step More



Oh my, that photo, is me, Jessica, outside, on daylight, how????? really????
Yes I did went out during daylight this weekend dressed like that, looking like that, into the world of the other humans.
I still can't beleive I did what I did.

A thousand, a million thanks, hugs and kisses to my friend who was so nice to go with me on that new experience.

Kisses
Jessica

Friday, March 09, 2007

Windy Jessica

Windy Jessica

Wind likes doing havoc and disaster with my hair.

Near Truck

Near Truck

Me outside near a big truck, Hoping being near a big thing makes me look smaller.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Shoe Crazy

Shoe Crazy



Ok, thats it, no more proof is needed, I am loosing it, I am becoming a crazy person, loosing contact with reality.
Or maybe as one friend said, I am unique at my unique style.

But oh my, where I am going to put all those shoes I now have

The red ones, they were just cheap.

The black and white, they look so cute and fun. I have all those crazy ideas of what to wear with them.
Of course first I need to practice standing, walking, posing on them. They are way too high. Me scared of falling down.

But it will be a nice visual experiment, just like this other crazy visual thing I did
And also a good test of my balance-equilibrium abilities.

Kisses

Shoe Addicted Jessica

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

If I ....

If I...

If I...

If I promise to be a good girl, can I go out this weekend??
Or do I have to be grounded again???

Kisses
Jessica

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Saturday Crazyness

Saturday Crazyness (At The Park)




Ok, so this weekend I stayed on the island, for what seemed to be a probably boring weekend. And this is what being with not much to do can cause.
Well there I was Saturday afternoon, doing not much, just there when a messenger window poped out.
A girl I have spoke on messenger before, said to me, that a friend of hers was here, in the same island I live. That she wanted to go out.
I said, ok, lets talk, but was not really convinced about the "meeting a complete stranger", but not having much to do, I entered the conversation.
This girl apparently just wanted to go out as girl, and me being very cautious about explaining the whats, hows, whens. I decided to break some of my rules about how Jessica meets real life people, and take a risk.
At the end it was worth taking the risk, this girl I met indeed seems to be a nice person, very calm.
Since here there is no place I can go dance easily, we just went outside driving around town, just two girls, in a car driving arond the city.
Then went by the little park, yes the same one I been in before on my own. This time I was less nervous, not being alone there.
We sat ther for a little while, just talking, enjoying the light breeze.
So at the end, it turned out to be that me staying here in the island this weekend was actually a good lucky thing.

Kisses
Risky Jessica

Monday, March 05, 2007

I love doing Paper planes

I love doing Paper planes



When I was just a little kid, I loved to do paper figures.
I liked doing paper boats when it rained, one of the streets by the house caught quite some water when rainning, which formed like a little river for my paper boats.
I also loved doing paper airplanes, became quite good in them, could do one to fly long distance, ones to aim a spot, one to fly for long times (but short distance).
Doing paper planes put me in trouble at school one day, but it was worth it, it was fun what I did.

Being grounded this weekend, used the time to do some planes at home, at play with them, It as fun as I remember.

Kisses
Paper Jessica

PS. Mmm, looking at the image, looks like every photo to the right I am showing more skin and less clothes. Good thing there is no fourth picture, Or is it???

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Doing Faces

Faces



Had to stay in the island this weekend due to work things :(
I was a bit sad, no chance to go out tourist or dancing :(
Well at least I can go tomorrow to the beach, if it doesn't rain.

The photo, well just me standing in that outfit.
Then putting a sad face, kind of look like I am about to cry.
Last one, oh my, maybe not so good idea to put it, I look like a rabid monster. Well thats one of my angry faces, beware, I don't use to bite, but maybe I can start.

Jejej

Kisses
Silly Jessica

Friday, March 02, 2007

How to hide????

How to Hide????



Should I cover my eyes?? like in those pics at newspapers, where they put that black bar on the eye area. But thats dangerous, with my eyes cover I would not be able to see. And sad as well, since I love seeing.
Maybe cover my mouth??? Old bandits, bank robers, the evil guy in western movies, cover that area to hide their identities. But then you can't talk as easy, plus voice sounds strange.
Perhaps cover one side of me?? If only half is at view, it migh help. Like the phantom of the opera. But what if I cover the wrong side.
Or should I cover what I don't have?? but then if I don't have it how can I hide it???

Maybe I should wear a blanket with two holes on the eyes.

Kisses

Jessica, the one who goes maniac on fridays.